The author on how to be happy despite yourself. Or, at least, how he attempts it.
Mood music for this post: “In My Life” by Ozzy (covering The Beatles):
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When anyone writes about their journey from addiction and mental illness to recovery, it’s easy to focus on the darker things. But the truth is, I’m a pretty happy head case. I may be financially strapped and tired, but my head is in a better place than it was when the situations were reversed.
The big reason is that I have God in my life, and, by extension, wonderful family and friends. And my head is clear enough after all these years to see and appreciate that.
I also have one of the best jobs a journalist could have, and several writing projects in play. Since boredom is an addict’s worst nightmare, I’m grateful for this.
I get to do a lot of service these days, whether it’s through my church or through my 12-Step Program. It can be a bitch and I’m sure I’m making mistakes along the way, but it’s worth it.
I also don’t have to wake up in the middle of the night puking stomach acid or spending my mornings binge sick like I used to.
Today I get to plan out my security conference travel schedule for the fall and see a dear friend and her family this evening.
I’m in my favorite chair by the living room window, watching the sun rise through the fog at 5 a.m. A strong cup of coffee is on the table beside me. 
There’s plenty of happiness to be found when you’re a head case. You just have to know where to find it.
Switching subjects, a lot of new readers are asking me about the back story to this blog. I’ve pulled together all the relevant links on who I am, what I was, what made me change and what life is like now in this collection.
Seize the day.
i’m going to read this post regularly, to remind me how to appreciate happiness when it sneaks up on you.